Wednesday, April 17, 2013

"You are not alone." -God


HELLO!!!! It's been soooo long since I last posted here!! Teeheeee but yea =)))


I've been feeling really lonely nowadays... :( Just a few minutes ago I found myself staring blankly at the laptop then a notification popped on my fb acct "Aimee you have a message from God" it's from the app God wants You to Know. So I clicked on it and here's what it said, "Today, Aimee, we believe God wants you to know that .. you are not alone. God is always with you, seen or unseen, saint or sinner. Giving you air, supporting your footsteps, nourishing you with sunshine, God is here with you. The separateness you sometimes feel is an illusion, in truth you are never alone."


I was really struck. :) Thank You, Lord. I was again, about to give up but then You gave me a sign not to. I love you!!
Uhm so yea, I have no one to talk to in person so I'll just blog about my day!! :) My boyfriend's been really giving me a hard time lately and he doesn't talk to me much too so here I go! :)

My family and I just got home from my mom's nth graduation!! She took up Law this time! My mom is the type of person who never stopped studying!! She has finished taking up a lot of courses already :D she has 7 kids hihi I'm one of those lol of course! I'm really proud of her! Watching their graduation made me anxious about when my own graduation will be! I wanna graduate already! I told my family when we were eating in the Chinese restaurant we always go to that I wish every course in college is only taken up for two years then boom graduation alreadyyyy!! Hahah wishful thinking. Jokes aside, I am truly excited about the future. Yesterday, when my family and I were at the mall, I told my cousin that I cannot wait for us to finally have jobs and buy our own stuff with our own salary! That would be so much fun :D but at the same time, it's kinda scary... Because being independent would mean not being with my family as much as I am now. I actually am already feeling the separation, beeing far away from them because I go to University of the Philippines Los Banos (a two-hour drive from my home). It's really hard for me to be separated from them especially that I am a family-oriented type of person! Can you believe it, the whole school year (my freshman year) not once did I not come home and stay there in my university for the weekend! I went home every Friday night!!! I'm still trying to adapt, that's why. This coming June, I will be a sophomore!! :) Better try hard not to be homesick!! My mom's complaining cause she wants me to have my life there in the university hahah I do have friends there of course!! It's just that spending the weekends with my family is what gets me through the week!! :) Anywaaaay! I'm taking up BS Mathematics and Science Teaching! :) I've always wanted to be a teacher!! :D Then on the summer of my third year, I'll take up Special Education (my dream course)!! :) I am sooooo excited for what's in the future for me! But yea for now I have to study realllyyyyy hard!!! :)

That's all, thank you! Lol hella formal