Short. Hair.

A lot of people tell me that I shouldn't have gotten my self a haircut. And that my hair looked better when it was longer. Ehhhh. I kept telling them, "It's better this way. I feel more comfortable so you don't have to tell me it was better before. :)" But the truth is.. it hurts me every time they say it huhu. I feel the same way!! I think my hair was better before. But.. I just have to face the consequences of what I did haha I chose this. Why did I even have a haircut? Becaaause! I was!! Heartbroken :( not just with a guy but with my life as well. But I feel alright now. :) I won't won't won't fall in love ever again! <--- I've told this a million times already but failed to stop myself. Haha.

I'LL BE TURNING 16 IN ABOUT 3 HOURS!! :)
Ahhhhh~ 16 years of being single! Haha it feels great~

I'll be a good girl from now on. I promise You, Lord. :)

Crazier~

Everyday I'm shufflin'. K =)) Every single day I feel crazier and crazier. Haha I fave these feelings that I keep hiding... My mom noticed yesterday that I was being kinda girly or rather that I look so composed. I have one person I could talk to whenever and wherever that's why I have no reason to be lonely. He is God. :) But stil, how could I ignore him sometimes :( saying that I'm busy, etc.. what a lame reason. He has a lot in His hands too. But still.. He always has time for each and everyone of us. How could we not do the same for Him? :) *sigh* so I've decided that I will now write on my blog for Him, as a way of talking to him. I offer this post for Him. :)

Dear God,

How are You? Me, I'm fine. You know what's in my heart. What's truly in my heart, only You know it. Thank You for everything. Thank You for giving me a wonderful life. Thanks for giving me a life. :) I love You with all my heart!! :) You've given me everything I need. I'm sorry for being stubborn most of the time. Thank You for not giving up on me!! :)

Here's a picture of me before I got myself a haircut. :)

EDIE AIMEE OCTAVIANO

Here's another picture of me now that I have short hair naaa :)

EDIE AIMEE OCTAVIANO

Sembreak! :) (semester break)

We have a 11-day vacation!! :) Today's already the end of the 2nd term. I've just updated my Facebook status saying that I'll be sleeping in the morning then I'll be awake all night. Thaaaat was the plan. But I'm already sleepy and it's till 10:30 pm. I'm so laaame =)) The cultural presentation happened earlier. We won the "most energetic performance" award! :D At least we won something haha then the Science Club members were given freeee Krispy Kreme doughnuts! I was given too 'cause I was the program director waaah my name was especially mentioned during our teacher's closing remarks on the event. Haha I was so shyyy but very grateful for it. Yummm then my friend gave me leche flan. Then another friend of mine gave me 6 bars of Cloud 9 chocolates and 2 bars of Snickers! :) Yeyyyy this sembreak sure'll be sweet! :) I'll be turning 16.. 4 days left for me being a 15-year-old gal. Haha goodnight to all of you! Sleep well. Pray before you sleep :)

Everyday starts today. <--say whuuut? =)) Hi I'm Edie Aimee Chavez Octaviano

Hello! :) I'm not much of an active blogger but from now on, I'll try my best to be one. :) Hmmm. I'm so tired!! These days I haven't been sleeping much -___- At school, I always walk here and there, since last week 'til tomorrow 'cause I was appointed to be our school event's manager(?). =)) And at home, all I do is ea, watch TV with my family, and read manga or watch Japanese movies that's why I haven't had much sleep lately. Japanese movies are the best. They make me cry soooo much it breaks my heart, in a good way. They make me love falling in love innocently. Watching movies, just like reading books or hearing other people's experiences, add up on the way I view things. Japanese romance movies open my eyes to pure love and to the beauty of falling in love. :) Speaking of love, I... think I'm gonna grow old with no partner in life. I mean, I won't have a boyfriend, ever!!! -___- No boy can accept someone like me. What's a person like me, anyway? A person like me, is a person who doesn't hold back, and burps loudly even in public. =))) I'm the kind of girl who.. likes to play basketball rather than being in the school cheering team. I'm a girl who's fine with being all dirtied up 'cause of running and lying down on the field even when it's raining. I'm a girl who played wrestling, baril-barilan =)), Counter Strike, Diablo II, (and other computer games usually the guys play) more than girly stuff games as a child. But of course I've also tried playing with Barbie dolls, paper dolls and tried imagining cooking leaves and actually tasting them. =)) In short, I've always been a boyish girl who's always untidy. Always!! -___- So who'd like me, right? -___- There'll be no one, and if there will be, readers, they'll only be few, so I might as well pour my heart out on this. =)) I'M ALSO ONE OF THOSE GIRLS WHO SAY THEY DON'T NEED A MAN TO GO ON WITH LIFE 'CAUSE THEY'RE INDEPENDENT AND THEY SHOW EVERYONE THEY'RE STRONG.. WHEN DEEP INSIDE, THEY WANT A GUY WHO WOULD MAKE THEM FEEL LIKE THEY DON'T NEED TO PUT ALL THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON THEIR SHOULDERS, SOMEONE THEY CAN TRUST,  SOMEONE WHO'D LISTEN TO ALL THEIR WORRIES, SOMEONE WHO'D ACCEPT THEIR IMPERFECTIONS AND SOMEONE WHO'D LOVE THEM WITH HIS WHOLE HEART.


Whoa. Did I just say thaaat? For reeeeal? Hahaha. Well, there you have it. That's Aimee Octaviano for you! ;) Ohh ohh ohh. I'm so excited for tomorrows event in our school~ We'll have the last day of the Soc-Sci Fest tomorrow. The last event will be.. *drum roll* =)) The Culminating Activity!! :D Each levels will perform a cultural dance presentation of the country assigned to them. I'm one of the dancers in our batch. We'll be dancing jive. ;) I wanna wear my costume already :)

Oh oh, also, tomorrow will be the last day of the 2nd quarter/term. Classes will resume on November 7, I think. Yeyyy :) I'll miss my friends at school~ So, I'll go home late tomorrow :>

My eyes are gonna close already.. I'm so tired. I just got home from practicing our dance and after that I played basketball with my best friends. I had fun! Goodbye for now, blog. :)

This isn't good. :( Somebody please help me :(

I know myself very well. I don't know what to do now. I wanna quit. I wanna let go of everything I have. I don't trust myself anymore. :( It hurts so much eh. To smile.. to laugh.. when deep down inside you're dying. :( I've thought a lot of times of giving up on my long awaited dream that suddenly came true, but now I'm thinking of letting it go. What do I do? Somebody please help me. :( What bothers me is that, I long so much for the Lord but  haven't made any effort of getting closer to Him. :( I've always kept my distance from people.. It may not seem like it but I really do. I always play safe. I always stay away from people whom I think might eventually hurt me someday, somehow. :-/ I'm so confuuuuused. I just wanna cry it out. I wanna shout! I wanna run and run and run and never come back. :( but I have to. I love my life right now.  I'm not regretting anything in the past. But there're just times when you wanna let go.. It's like.. I wanna start over. I want to not experience difficulties. Yes this is normal. In life, it's not always smooth-sailing. But.. it's just so hard. Too hard for me. I can't go on like this. :( Under the blue sky, I wanna run and run and never look back. :( This is probably the most emotional blog post I've written. :(

Hello! :)

These past few weeks have been very hard for me. :( I'm happy that the UPCAT's over and that he only thing I have to worry about it is the result whiiiich will be released on February pa. :( I hope I'll pass! -___- I really want to study in UP. -_- Ayoon. This week's exam week. Sinabayan pa ng deadline of submission of porjects that some were given last week only. Like, wth, one week project!! -_- Ayooon. I'm having troubles with my YFC presidency. :( Sometimes I think of giving up on everything----- my friends, family, studies, and God. :( Ayooon. What keeps me going is that the fact that He never left my side and He never will. >:D< I love You, Lord God. :) That's basically what I just want to say. :)

Another day! :D

Thank ou, Lord God, for giving me another day to live. :) Ayon, I'm done troubling over guy stuffs. =)) Imma focus on my studies. :) And I have all the reasons to be happy. My family and friends are always always always (paulit-ulit?) =)) there for me. :) Ayooon. Aim High, Aimee. Aim for UP! -corny. =)) Edi yon nga. I'm craving for sweets. :) Gusto ko ng Snickers!! Gusto ko ng Hershey's, Cadbury.. Lahat na -___-

Currently listening to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGBLiGFaddo&feature=related :) ayooon. :(
"I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.." :'( *heartbreak

JK! I've already decided na I won't trouble myself with those stuffs na pala. =)) Nooo! Nakaka-sad lang talaga ung song na yon. Also this one http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KiuXwYMqOI&feature=related

:"D Ayooon Imma study later. :) As in later. =)) Tinatamad akoooo. Pero kailangan mag-aral!!
Gotta go now. ;;) Bbye! :-*