Dreams~

What do I want to be...Where do I want to go... What do I want to achieve? These are the questions that I always ask. First off, I have to think about what I have already achieved. Have I already succeeded in life? We all have a different definitions of what success is or on what we base it on. For me, success is having reached your goals and also, having to touch as many lives as you can. I have a lot of ambitions! I wanna be a singer, a dancer, an artist, a model (HAHA), a hero, a superhero =)), a lawyer, a teacher, a bird(?), a butterfly... what am I talking about... Hahaha. Most of all!!! I wanna be an inspiration and a good example to others! Being able to inspire people... I'd love that. I just wanna live a life with no regrets. I wanna make tons of friends, make gazillions of good memories, have an everlasting love with the right guy for me (I hope it's P meheh), live a long and fulfilling life with my family, and when I die... I wanna be embraced by the Lord in His arms. :) To die happy. There you have it. Those are my dreams. Hmmm. I still don't know what lies ahead for me... but I sure am gonna live each moment like it's my last. Especially now that there are only 10 Fridays remaining before we leave highschool. :( gonna miss all my schoolmates, classmates, teachers? Hell yes! :( Huhuhu :(

Go go go Aimee! :) Gonna chase after my dreams!!!! :)

Euphoriaaaa!

Not even the word euphoria could totally be the definition of what I feel right now. I am just so so so happy!! :"""> I passed the UPCAT! I am qualified to be a University of the Philippines (UP) student! :) yeyyy Thank You so much, Lord God! Now I could imagine what my future would probably look like and plan for it. Wooooo. If Ellysa and my other girlfriends who passed in the same campus as ours, LB,  would be permitted by their parents to live in an apartment, we'd all live together :"> yeyyyy!!!! I know it won't be easy. It will be hard. There will be times I'd tell myself to give it up, I'm sure. But I will really fight my laziness haha I'll study super duper hard!!! :) To the maximum level haha no words can describe how happy I am right now :) thank You, Lord!! I offer my life to You. :) I'm now more determined to study well, knowing that I'll be able to study at my dream school in college! :) Yeyyy :) My family has always been very supportive of me. I love them very much! More than words. Meheh :"> and also, I'd like to thank P!!! For adding color into my life meheheh cheesy =)))) My heart can't contain this... I've never felt this much happiness before. My heart's gonna explode any minute now :"> I owe it all to You, Lord God! :) I love Youuuu! :) >:D<


I still don't wanna leave my highschool life yet.... but something changed now. Now, I'm finally looking forward to college. :)

♥

CONFUSED

Happy. Sad. Happy. Sad. Happy. Sad. Happy. Sad. What. Am. I. Gonna. Do. Might. Not. Make. It. Out. Alive. (my heart that is)

YOU STUPID HEART

I knew it I knew it I knew it. Can't believe myself. Now talking with my half sistah Eda. -___- And whyy... why am I crying like this. First tears for the new year. Great!!!!!!!

Cheers to 2012! :)

Haluuu there hihi. I still haven't done any of my projects yet haha huhu. Gonna do it tomorrow. Wanna take a full rest today!! :) I.. had a nice 2011 ending and an awesome start of 2012. :) That's all thanks to God, my family, my friends.. and.. meheh P. :) Anywaaay. There's this Facebook application called Message From God. :D And it says that today.. God wants me to know..

 that nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome is going to be. You keep wanting to know how things will play out, keep asking to see the future. God doesn't give anyone the power to know the future, because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront. So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty - to be alive means to not know.

Hihihi :) true true true. Gotta enjoy the uncertainty. :D Last night I had fun keeping up with my close friends. Was shocked with their new loves. Hahaha ayun. I... sometimes think about the past huhu. Maybe I've been going back too much lately. Gotta move on!! I'll do my best to not be afraid of falling just 'cause of a previous heartbreak of mine. :) New year, new life. Meheheh :) Anyway!! I miss P!! :) We slept at 4:30am na meheh

As I've said on my previous post, I really did burn the paper where I wrote things I wanna forget. :) And the bad things I regret doing :( ayun. I buuuurned it to ashes. Meheh. :) This new year, I wanna live a life with no regrets. :D Goodbye 2011, hello hello hello 2012! :)

Cheers to 2012! ;)

Only a few hours left.

In less than 2 hours, it'll already be year 2012!! Hihihi so excited to make changes in my life. I'll do my best to be  a better person. Hmm just a while ago I wrote stuffs I regret, the bad things I did, and the names of the boys I wanna forget (well it's just the sad memories I want to forget naman) on a paper. Then later at 12am, I'll burn that paper. Burn baby burn HAHAHA. -___-  Ayooon. I found out that P hasn't gotten over his past girl yet. The one who broke his heart. Can't be helped, of course it takes a long time for one to move on. :D But I just want him to know and I want him to feel that I'll always be here for him :) meheh I wanna bring back his happiness. :) I wanna be the reason of his smiling face. :) Mehehe I'm so emotional =))) uhmm. I have to study really hard!! Especially now that I'm not yet sure of where I'd go study for college. They say the results for the UPCAT will be released on January 3... Not sure though, was just a rumor I think.But if it is true, then it's better. 'Cause the earlier I'll know if I pass or not, the earlier I'll be able to make further plans for my future. :) Hihihi. I hope I passed!! *fingers crossed* and... I want YFC FEU-FERN to be productive this coming new year. :) I really wanna introduce and bring students closer to Him, our Creator. Meheh :D And oh.. I hope that my family won't get into fights with each other anymore :( at the moment, one of my sisters aren't in good terms with my mom and with my other sister still (the two of them haven't been in good terms for about 2 years now) -__- when will we all be okay :( I hope everything's gonna be alright and that we will all be creating tighter bonds on 2012 and for the years to come. :)

Hihihi ohh I just wanna say I miss P. =)))

this was during our first Skype video call convo meheh


ohh only an hour and a half left!! :) Thank you, Lord God, for everything!! I love You! :)

In another life, I would be your girl ♥

Haluuuu :) While writing the post I published last night, I was actually chatting with him, P. Hihihihi. After the chat on Facebook, we tried video calling via Skype hahaha we were so nervous at first -___- he even hid himself behind a pillow while hugging it. I even told him how I wished I could be his pillow :( HAHAHAHAHA. Anywayyy... it wasn't awkward at all. We were both just so shyyyy. =)) It was the first time we did that though we already talked on the phone meheh. The video call lasted for 2 hours and 23 (?) minutes hihihi :"> Weee talked about a lot of things hihi I showed him some hand tricks of mine (most were failures) haha he showed me a picture of him from years ago when he was still baby P. Hahaha I'm gonna post a picture of our video call (thanks to printscreen) haha he told me not to upload though....on Facebook. Sooo uploading it here might not be bad right? Hahaha :) He looks like Macaulay Culkin =))

I kinda told him I look like Angelina Jolie :) HAHAHA I was only kidding, obviously -___-
hihihihi our convo ended at 3:05 am hihi that's why I woke up at 1pm =))
Byeeee :)


*And I don't know why I chose the lyrics from The One That Got Away as the title of this post :| =))